Reflections. .

It's been two days in a row of working thirteen hour shifts. I'm finally in bed at 23:00hrs since leaving the house at 6:00hrs, it's almost like I just come home to sleep. As I lay down to rest, there is so many things that want to take a hold of my mind, mostly about what's not right in my life and around the world, I also want to feel sorry for myself about how tired I am and how hard I have to work, from dealing with not so polite colleagues to commutes, the list is endless, but the words that stood out are these " you're one of the strongest women I know" , that thought just triggered back to the source of my strength,  God, and my heart is filled with gratitude and peace and contentment. I'm also reminded of this scripture;

"To declare your loving kindness every morning and your faithfulness every night. Ps 92:2"


It's moment like these that the scripture becomes even more real. I feel at ease that in such a moment of physical strain and dealing with some emotional issues that my response is to chose to see God in the situation. Life is hard y'all , but this I know for a fact, my God is good and greater.

I now look forward to some much needed and deserved rest, days I get to bury my feet in the sand and stare at the vast blue expanse of the see, and of course days that I don't really have to pick up work calls. And those days are not to far away, yes! Happy Days are near.

okay, right now, to think that im still half awake and typing this post on phone when I have to be up early and get to work by 6:15 is just crazy.  This is where I call it a night.